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Thursday, January 4, 2007

A Healing for TTCing & Loss

Thursday, January 4, 2007
A Reiki Distance Healing - from a Reiki Master

My heart says:
Baby, baby... where are you?
When will you come to me?

My baby's spirit responds:
I come to you on the spring flowers, the gentle rain, the passing breeze.

I feel you, sense you, know you.

But when will you become in my reality?
Solid. Here in my arms. Reaching up for your daddy?

The time has past. It may be too late.

Why? WHY?

WHY did you wait so long?

You weren’t ready. He wasn’t ready.

Is there any time left? Any hope left?
Could we be ready in time?

Perhaps. I am waiting. Hoping for a final chance.

What can I do? What should I do?
I have worked so hard for this.
It is not fair!


Trust. Believe. Wait.

I have trusted... long enough!
I have believed... long enough!
I have waited... long enough!

I want it to be over.
I want you... my baby...
safe in my arms.


Your feelings are strong.
Your emotions demanding.
Have you no patience?


There is no time left for patience!
No time left to wait.
Each moment brings me closer to the end.
To no more...

I have done everything I could.
I need to complete this...
for my sanity...
for my soul...
for my heart...

Will you give up something in return?

WHAT!?

I feel I have already given up so much!
When will I be rewarded?
Instead of punished?
NO, I will give up nothing more!

I deserve all that I have... and more!
Take nothing from me.

Give me the child I so desire.
Because I deserve it.
He deserves it.
And it is time.

You are sure?
Your belief is strong?


Yes, I deserve to have this child.
I know it is possible.
I know I am a good mother.
I deserve this.

Take nothing from me...
Nothing more!

Your strength is important.
Your belief is important.
The time approaches.
I will try again... to enter your world.


Wonderful! Your daddy and I await you...

With open arms.
Open hearts.
Open minds.

Help my body to accept you.
Be ready for you.
Welcome you.

I will do everything I can...
to help you stay this time.


~*~*~ Blessed & Dismissed ~*~*~

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(What is a Reiki Distance Healing? - Reiki can help with fertility and pregnancy, helping babies and children with all physical and emotional problems. Reiki and Pregnancy )